As I descended Rivers undisturbed |
I sensed the haulers no longer steered me: |
Howling Redskins took them captive, nailing |
Them naked like targets to painted poles. |
I was carefree of all or any crew, |
Freighting Flemish wheat or English cotton. |
When that racket with my haulers had done, |
The Rivers led me wherever I wished. |
Through the rippling fury of tides, |
Last winter, emptier than childhood's mind, |
I ran! And Peninsulas let slip |
Have not brought down more triumphant hubbub. |
The tempest has blessed my sea-borne wakings. |
Lighter than a cork I danced on the waves, |
Those rolling beds of the eternal dead, |
Ten nights, no thought for dull-eyed harbor lights! |
Sweeter then, I've been bathing in the milky |
Way, in star-steeped Poem of the Sea, |
Ravenous green azures; where sometimes a drowned |
Man drifting by, rapt, pale and pensive, goes down. |
Where, tinting all at once the blue, the slow |
Delirious rhythms of the day's rosy glow, |
Stronger than alcohol, vaster than poetry, |
Ferment the freckled red bitterness of love! |
I know the heavens cracked by lightning, surfs, |
Waterspouts and currents: I know the night, |
And the Dawn exalted like doves in flight; |
I've seen sometimes what men thought they saw! |
I've seen the low sun, smeared with mystic awe, |
Lit with violet congealing fingers, |
The rolling waves, like actors in old plays, |
Their shuttered shivering so far away! |
I've dreamt the night green to the dazzling snows, |
Kissing to the sea's eyes climbing and slow, |
Unheard-of juices' flow, blue and yellow |
The waking of singing phosphorescence! |
For months I've followed hysterical herds |
Of surf surging and crashing on the reefs, |
Without dreaming Mary's luminous feet |
Could force back the panting Ocean's muzzle! |
I've jostled incredible Floridas, |
You know, mingling flowers with the panther's eyes |
On the skins of men! Rainbows stretched like reins |
To the seas' limits, gleaming doves of grey! |
I've seen enormous bogs fermenting, snares |
Where in the reeds a Leviathan rots! |
Waterfalls crashing in the midst of calms, |
And horizons tumbling into chaos! |
Glaciers, silver suns, pearly waves, fiery skies! |
Hideous wrecks in the depths of dark harbors |
Where giant serpents devoured by insects |
Drop with black perfumes out of twisted trees! |
I'd shown these Eldorados to children, |
Blue seas, these golden fish, those fish who sing. |
- Flowering foams have cradled my driftings; |
Ineffable winds gave me timely wings. |
Sometimes the sea, wearied martyr of poles |
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And zones, whose sobs had me gently rolling, |
Raised her yellow cupped shady blooms to me |
And I rested, like a woman kneeling... |
All but an island, I sideswiped quarrels |
And the turds of clamoring blond-eyed birds, |
And I sailed, while through my fragile rigging |
The drowned fell back, descending into sleep! |
Now I, in the ringlets of back bays lost, |
A boat in the birdless air, storm-tossed, |
The Monitors and the schooners of Hanse |
Wouldn't salvage my water-sloshed carcass; |
Free and fuming, decked with violet fogs, |
I who pierced the blushing sky like a wall, |
Bearing solar fungus and azure snot, |
The exquisite jam of all good poets, |
Who ran, spattered with electric lunettes, |
Planking warped, black seahorses in escort, |
While the hammering heat of these Julys |
Beat fiery funnels out of sea-blue skies; |
I, who trembled fifty leagues off, hearing |
Behemoths in rut, gross Maelstroms moaning, |
Eternal spinner of motionless blues, |
I miss the Europe of ancient ramparts! |
I've seen atolls full of stars! and islands |
Whose fevered skies are open to drifters: |
- Exiled in these deepless nights do you sleep, |
Countless golden birds, O future Vigors? - |
Too true, too many tears! Dawns of heartbreak. |
Each moon is cruel, and every sun bitter: |
I'm swollen with harsh love's drunken torpor. |
O let my keel burst! Let me go to the sea! |
If there's water in Europe for me |
It's the cool, dark pond at balmy twilight |
Where a child squats full of sadness, launching |
A frail boat like a butterfly in May. |
Bathed in your languors, O waves, no longer |
Can I clear the wake of cotton freighters, |
Nor pass through blazoned flags and banners' pride |
Nor pull beneath prison hulks' dismal eyes. |